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Everybody dies, but not everybody lives. Live your life in a way that makes you happy and proud. It takes courage to push yourself to places that you have never been before ... to test your limits ... to break through barriers. And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
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Thursday, 15 September 2011
What's Ebay in Spanish?
It's been a while since my last post. I guess that I've not really had much to write about. Even now, as I'm writing this post I'm struggling to think of a subject to write about. Maybe just a dose of writers block. I've started ebaying, that's something I can talk about. I've started selling a few bits that I don't need anymore. One of the first things to go were my silicone boobs. Now those boobs held a certain sentimental value to me but I've not needed them since May so they were just gathering dust. It's better that someone else gets the use out of them. Talking about boobs, mine are growing. I've just measured them and I'm currently 40AA. If I can get to a high B cup without needing surgery, I'll be more than happy. Selling the silicone's was hard though as they've been a huge part of my life. I can remember buying them in London a few years ago. I actually brought hem in preparation for my first night out. Before then I'd used some homemade ones. I'd weighed out two lots of dried rice, exactly the same, and filled two stocking legs with them. They made two similar sized balls and were okay when I dressed in private. For the public world though, I needed something a bit more realistic. That's why I spent £300 on them. They came with me when ever I went out as Emma and even did nearly a year of the RLT with me. In the end they were like old friends. Stupid getting sentimental over 2 lumps of plastic, I know.
A couple of other things that are going on Ebay are my football shirts and my wigs. The footie shirts are the last part of Him I have left and hold a lot of sentiment for me. As a guy I used to live in my football shirts and so they each old different memories for me. I have to sell them though, mainly so I can fully move on. The same goes for the wigs. They resemble a life that I used to have, a life before long hair. I love having long hair and used to hate having to take the wig off at the end of the night. The removing of the wig became the natural end to my time as Emma. After I'd taken the wig off, I had to go back to normal and so I used to hate that moment. Again though, as with the boobies, they are just gathering dust. Maybe they can help someone else. Of course the money will come in handy too lol.
As for the money, I'm not quite sure what to do with it. I'd like an IPad but that's not necessarily top of my list. I'd like to pop over to Spain for a holiday and so that's a possibility. Every now and then I'll read a status report from one of my friends over there and for a moment I wish I was back there. I did have a great time there and I have no doubt that had I not been transitioning I'd have just done a summer season there. Obviously it would be great to go back to work at some point but any possibility of that is years away due to my situation. I have had trouble getting Spain out of my system though, that's for sure. I guess that going back is turning into a bit of a dream for me now. Someday.....
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3 comments:
I used the rice approach for a while too. Funny! I used to call them my "Uncle Bens" and for a while I swore I would use the rice to make a meal with after I was done with them. Then I thought better of it!
Good luck with the ebaying and watch out for the free listing weekends.
Jo x
Ps - In answer to your post title - "Ebay.es" ;o)
Be careful because Ebay is not waht yuo think or how people make it look like... it has a lot of points I disagree.
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